To all the men (women) who have us, the FUCKED UP losers who had us, and to all the lucky bastards who are yet to meet us!!

It's your life, don't you forget!!!

if there's any justice in the world, you would be my man and i would be your girl

If there's any justice in your heart, Your love really changed, Ease it in too hard

Why don't you remember how it feels, not to give a damn for anyone but me

I can't believe you'd be decieved changing memories from truth to fantasy... When there's nothing left but tears.. and there's not much justice in the world...

dit is echt te weird...

ik word wakker... heb over mijn ex gedroomd dat we elkaar tegen kwamen en dat hij heel blij was om me te zien en dat we vanaf toen weer samen waren... ok.. heel vaag...

zit ik aan het ontbijt..zegt mijn moeder..
"weet je wat ik heb gedroomd? over jou en je ex.. dat jullie elkaar tegen kwamen op een concert en dat hij zo blij was om je te zien!! dat ik aan iemand vroeg waar je was en die zei: ja die is met haar vriend!! dus jullie waren weer verliefd en samen!!"

hoe freakin raar is dat dan?? waaaaaa echt!

wat is dit nou weer... mijn moeder droomt nooit over mijn x.... en nu samen op 1 nacht!!!

Nail in my hand from my creator

You gave me life...Now show me how to live...

zo voel ik me echt... bring it on.. ik heb zin in het leven! maar weet nog niet zo goed hoe... "you gave me a life, now show me how to live.."

denk wel aan hem hoor.. heel veel nog.. huilen? neh.. bijna niet meer.. damn .. ik heb zoveel aandacht u know... i know its not me... its him..

Pardon my French but ?¢‚Ǩ¬¶ youre a poopie head!!!!

maar echt... en zo lang niets van zich laten horen? boy.. F you!!! really FUCK YOU... oopsy i said fuck...but .. you suck.. BIG TIME!!!

lets all hope that 2007 will bring us lots and lots of happiness and joy and .. love... but good love... not the sucky ass love that hurts with issues...

okay.. morgen is het 4 weken geleden dat we hebben gesproken... ik heb geen neiging gehad om hem te bellen of smsen.. wil wel dat hij mij belt... of smst...

but i'm strong... i'm one tough cookie!!! zucht...
i got a date on saturday... yeah.. dunno why.. im so scared and dont wanna do this, but.. i gotta move on.. sure its not M. but hey... no mather how hard i want him to be M. he'll never be.. so.. lets give this new guy a chance...

this really translate my feelings into words...

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard, a handful of complaints, but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars

Wouldn't it be nice if my words were sticks and stones, So they would definitely hurt you or even better make your mother never birth you...
Just to make her feel like me, aching she sits and bleeds and thinking is this what she really needs...

So what the hell if I'm not really perfect, Nobody ever said I had to be and even if I wasn't really perfect, You'd give an arm and a leg to be me

Wouldn't it be nice to take a little trip over some ice and make you freeze like you did to me, so maybe freezin wasn't such a bad idea...
But knowing my luck you'd float backup and make the freezin

3 weeks... 3 weken precies voor het laastst iets van hem gehoord... ik denk dat hij zich zwaar verbaasd dat ik hem nog niet heb gebeld... nou mooi zo... ik blijf niet achter je bum aanlopen mister... i think he is waiting for me to give in...

i talked to a male friend of mine... i kinda explained the situation.. the real short version... he said.. "the mother f-er just got cold feet !!!" he said: "you are so beautiful, all the guys i know wanna take care of you, so he aint blind, he can see that jij sexy bent en veel aandacht krijgt.. you made him insecure.. and he got cold feet coz he is leaving"