Dear Rozita,

I remember the day that i saw you for the very first time. I came with a girlfriend from you and you were there with your aunt and brother. You looked young tiny and pretty. I saw a very friendly lady with an unbelievable warm heart. For me it felt like if i came in with the wrong one and couldn't keep my eyes from you. Because of the age difference of 18 years i did not pay attention to this moment that i was interested in you and continued my live. Several years later we had some contact and i invited you for my birthday, never expected you. To my big surprise you came alone by bus, kissed me and brought also a very nice present for me. Late in the evening after a nice birthday-party i brought you home together with my girlfriend and brother in law. before you stepped out the car you want to kiss me on my chicks to say goodbye but you accidentally kissed me on the lips. That was one to much for me! It causes years of thinking about you. Not only thinking but also dreaming. I dreamed about everything. A night together, a holiday and even sex and a relationship. Sometimes we still have contact. For you its not more then friends. For me its hope. Hope that there will be a time that we go really close to each other. Hope that i can hold you even if it was less then five minutes. Hope on body contact, whatever it may be. Latest weeks i tried to make an appointment with you. But while you didn't say no its still far from a real appointment to meet each other. Sometimes you got me confused whether you like to meet me or not. Last time i discovered that i was trying to hard and decided to stop asking you. Right now there has not changed a thing.

I still love you

Frank