The most asked question within people's hearts...

What is love?

I've heard so many definition of love.
In general to me love means all the definition, positive and negative, of what people think what love is.

But my own definition of love were formed by pain followed by loneliness.
Is it that I'm afraid to love now?
To me more likely I haven't been giving the chance.

It's been many years. I continue to live 'm doing fine.
But just like any other human,
"I'm still taking a constant ride to my emotional rollercoaster."

When that happens, the skies turns grey in your head, it will thunder in your mind, full of thoughts swirling like a maelstrom about love, about your past expierences.

"When the memories like autumn leaves blow my way"

But as said years have past.

I have fought against it but I'm tired now, tired of trying to find out where is the positive side of love.

"It's like trying to write a love story but running out of a inkt"
"Like a fairytale in the beginning but you never find out how it ends"
"It's like standing in the mirror, bur my reflection looks the other way"
"Why is it the closer I get, than love is running away?"
"It's like moving moutains, but i keep climbing, hoping things would change, and the sky turns grey and the water from the rain, washes progress away.

And the question still remains:

"Is love a game and no matter how hard I try, I never win."

I have found my peace, I've learnt to accept to bare my heavily heart with me.
I don't know where to go with this content, but I guess this adds to my defintion of love.
Accepting it, that love isn't for everyone.

Still the definition of love will always follow you and will bring you back to the past times, bring back the sadly memories....

"I got to the stoplight made four rights, now I'm back where i started"

As last one more quote:

“Music is my way of sharing my story, of giving back, and hopefully offering hope.”

Sources:
Vivian Green - Emotional Rollercoaster
Gordon Chambers ft. Ezekiel Lewis - My Imaginations
Brutha - Afraid to Love
Usher - Moving Mountains
Marques Houston - Circle
Ally Mcbeal