When girls are watching a romantic movie.
There will be always moments when they say or think:
"No, don't go to him, he is an asshole, he is not right for you"
"Pick the other guy, can't you see who's been loving you the whole time?"
"Can't you see he is suffering all the time for you, why can't you see?"
"Why do you pick the wrong guy?"

But yet when real life encounters the same situation,
they fail to recognize the situation
And do exactly the same.
Love is ironic...

Time will bring the real end of our trial
One day there'll be no remnants
No trace no residual feelings within ya
one day you won't remember me

Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I can not have forever
I'll always love ya I hope u feel the same

Oh you played me dirty your game was so bad
You toyed with my affliction had to fill out my prescription
Found the remedy I had to set u free

Away from me
To see clearly the way that love can be
When you are not with me
I had to leave, I have to live
I had to lead, I had to live

The most asked question within people's hearts...

What is love?

I've heard so many definition of love.
In general to me love means all the definition, positive and negative, of what people think what love is.

But my own definition of love were formed by pain followed by loneliness.
Is it that I'm afraid to love now?
To me more likely I haven't been giving the chance.

It's been many years. I continue to live 'm doing fine.
But just like any other human,
"I'm still taking a constant ride to my emotional rollercoaster."