I know my mind is set changing wrong to right , Though I tried my best it leaves me sleepless nights

But I know it's real, what I do is real, I can't help it's real,
Though It fills me with regret and makes me wish we never met.. I can't somehow change my bet, maybe it's best that I forget

Try to find my way back home soon

Lately I've been thinking hard, wish I acted from the heart, Played another part, make a fresh start

But that would be surreal, that can not be real, The wrong end of the deal..
My heart would never agree, not be here if it wasn't me..

Another thinking comes for free, except my wrongs, that part of me was forgotten history