I'm gonna be short bro: No false hope.

Read this awesome poem:

Unconditionally Me
by Jim Messina

I am who I am
You cannot change me so please do not try
So let up with the criticisms, put downs and attempts to make me fit your “box” for me
Face it, it is easier for you just to accept me as I am than to work at making me who you want me to be
Of course you do not have to agree with what I say or do
Just accept me as the human I am
I am weak, have sinned, failed and have made many mistakes in my life
Hey, that’s what makes me the “unique me” that I am
I will never be perfect, ideal or the “image” you want for me
Accept me for who I am as I accept you for who you are
Let’s have fun together and allow our “real selves” the freedom to be “us”
We can be a team of unconditional mutual love and acceptance if you relax and let it happen

Wow...this is difficult.
These are all the signs that we the broken hearted have hoped for for ourselves, because the change is there that all our pain and all our sorrows will be fanished.
And then Havanna.......and then?
The facts remain the same, she had left you without trying first to sort it out with you
Are all the reasons why you have broken up solvable, as they must come from deep because it broke up the thing you both cherished?
Can you live with the fear that she can leave you once again, and let's face the ugly truth...if you do it once, the second time is way easier to do it.

On the other side, as much as this is true, this is the brain talking, the brain is wiser and has more experience on how things will turn out in the future.
However the hart is a powerfull oponent, and many times although we know that we shouldn't, we follow the heart as it feels the right thing to do.
I can't give you proper advice as I would be swining backwards and forwards like you must do now.
I think it is not a good idea to meet as it will set you back on your path to healing, if you are ment to be together then it will happen anyway, but needs to be done with a mended heart on both sides.

I have done the same thing, only I gave the time to let my heart heal, and believe me at that time it took many many years.
We came back together, unfortunatelly with the same outcome, again we are apart and it has torn my heart apart, however it 's not with the heartache, pain and anger from the first break-up.

Whatever you decide, I wish you power, stenght and a good believe in YOU!