I am fighting my depression in waves of melancolyc emotions.
I am resisting the pain of rejected love.
I am searching the tranquillity in my soul where the noise oflonelynes is deafening

with my mind I can untherstand what is going on
but the rest of me is dying in pain.
where did the love go,this elixer of life
without I cannot survive.

I miss you like the dessert messes the rain,
I need you like the flower needs the rain.
I am loosing my mind over you my dearest friend,
and I cannot tell you ,for I will not burden you.

with my mind I can untherstand what is going on,
but the rest of me is dying in pain.
where did the love go, this elixer of live
without I cannot survive.

you need to live your life to live like you desire,
and I cannot be a part of it
I have given you my hart.
and it is up to you to decide what to do.

with my mind I can untherstand what is going on,
but the rest of me is dying in pain.
where did the love go,this elixer of live
without I cannot survive.

I can make the world believe it is oke.
I can fool my self,only the pain willnot go away.
I can play to be allright,to be allbright
but my smile will be nothing more than a grin

with my mind I can untherstand what is going on,
but the rest of me is dying in pa

in.
where did the love go,this elixer of live
without I cannot survive.

they say no pain no gain
but what I have to gain is not resting in pain
it is resting in love and untherstanding.
I have lost you for now
please let me find you again
the future is ours to be,for what is left for you and me